I hate the person I’ve become
I can’t focus on ANYTHING but money because it has invaded my life. Every time I start to focus on anything other than that something comes along to ruin my day and now I am just this miserable sad person. All I do is cry because I don’t have any money and EVERYBODY wants money from me and I honestly don’t see how it’s going to get any better. All this debt is piling up and it keeps piling up and I can’t put a dent into it and it will never go away. I knew it was going to be hard but I never thought it would be impossible. Is this really what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life? All I have to look forward to is being a sad, miserable person who can’t afford to do anything but go to and from work?
Because I don’t know if I wanna be around for that. It doesn’t seem worth it and it doesn’t seem like any way to live. So why bother?
